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Today, when i meet her at mcdonald's earlier, i was just happy, fine, cheerfull and okay :) but when i was at tuition, 'time sejarah', i felt like somethings wrong. Why? Why? tell me! Urghh :( am i alright? Is it because i'm jealous? Or i'm sick? God help me :( i want to be back to myself. 'ini tak, murung je'. I'm so not happy right nw. Can somebody help me? I feel like i want to kill myself :( i need help. I'm turning psycho nw. and nw i'm out of crdt too text or call her. I really really wanna talk to her. Cause dear, i miss you so damn much. Dear, i need you right nw. what am i thinking right nw? Urghh! Helppp! Help me ASAP :( pleasee??