huh :(

Today, i feel different. I don't know why but maybe because its been weeks i didn't text her, 'call pun kadang-kadang :( i feel like i'm dying. 'semalam, hari khamis, time habis tuition, aku ingat na lepak dgn dia kjap, na bagi something, tapi dia kata dia na balik', so aku pun biar je lah :( ta kan na paksa dia kot en? i feel like i'm living on an island, ALONE :( i wanna prove to her how much i love her, but, how? i've tried. i don't wanna hurt her feelings or make her mad, i wanna be the best boyfie for her :) i'm not sure how i'm gonna do that, but i know that i'll keep on trying harder ;) maybe this is all for today, i'm feeling kinda blue now, so, see ya! ;)