23rd july 2010 :'(

friday, 23rd july 2010. the worst day ever for me :'( its like i'm dying without her by my side :( it hurts me so badly when she asked for that thing :( when she asked for the thing, i was like, down gila, sad, felt like nobody needed me in this world and felt like i'm dying :'( i tried to pursued her to not to go, i don't ever want to leave you, i couldn't let you go :'( if you leave me, my skies are turning gray, my future is full with darkness and i will never know what will i do without you :'( we fought from 1.30p.m. (23rd july 10) untill night (24th july 10). thats all i can say :( i'm no in the mood to tell this story now :'(