23rd july 2010 :'(

friday, 23rd july 2010. the worst day ever for me :'( its like i'm dying without her by my side :( it hurts me so badly when she asked for that thing :( when she asked for the thing, i was like, down gila, sad, felt like nobody needed me in this world and felt like i'm dying :'( i tried to pursued her to not to go, i don't ever want to leave you, i couldn't let you go :'( if you leave me, my skies are turning gray, my future is full with darkness and i will never know what will i do without you :'( we fought from 1.30p.m. (23rd july 10) untill night (24th july 10). thats all i can say :( i'm no in the mood to tell this story now :'(

zraaap!

i'm sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings :( but have you ever thought about my feelings? when i heard about the news that you keluar berdua dgn 'ehem ehem', i mcm.. even i ta pernah keluar berdua-duaan dgn you, i was like down gilaa bila i dgr org ckp mcm tu. my friend kata dia nmpk you jln dgn dia mcm rapat gilaa :( i tau dia kwn you, ta salah pun kalau korang kwn :( i ta na lah korang putus kwn sbb i kan. but, ada la b....nya kan. ta jealous pulak i bila you buat mcm tu kan. have i ever done anything like that to you? never right? because i know that you're the only one for me and no one else can replace you. i don't wanna break your heart. i know that i used to broke your heart, but i don't wanna do it again :( its not fun doing that to the one i love :( btw, i'm sooo sorry :(

04th July 2010 :')

i called you at 12 something a.m. Then i hang up for a while to make super saver :) then i called again :) we talk talk talk like crazy :) we listened to what my lil' sister was singing :) i tried to tell about ghost story, but you was to afraid :) then we talk about what if your house been crashed in by a group of thieves, then you said, 'you kan ada' :) haha. Theres a lot of things that we talked about :) i couldn't describe it nw. Haha. I really miss you dear :) then we didn't say a word for quite a while :) then you said, 'kjap eh'. Then you came back, i said, 'kjap eh'. Then i came back, you said, 'kjap eh'. Then you came baaaack :) hee. But this thing, happened before we talked about the crashed in by a group of thieves :) haha. Our conversation was kinda funny. Haha :D lpas tu i mcm ckap mcm perlahan perlahan supaya you ta dgr & faham, tp you dgr & faham jgak :) time tu i ada lah jgak luah kan something, i ckap yg you senang dpt b_ baru klau you l_a_e me monday lpas :'( then i ada ckap yg you tu c_m_l :) and i ckap i s_y_n_ you sgt sgt & i takan l_a_e youu :') and we've promised each other that we won't leave each other :') wow, i'm touched :') haha :D youuuu, iloveyou sgt sgt :D pleasee i'm begging you, please don't leave me okay? Okay :') bye goodnight :) iloveyou sgt sgt b :') bah-bye :)